well this is awkward

So its a Tuesday.  Just your average snow day.  Except for I think I like a boy.  And by I think, I mean yes.  We've known each other for 4 years now, but we weren't close until like 2 weeks ago.  Oh and we were up texting until 4 in the morning on Sunday.  And ya know it was super worth the sleep deprivation.  And its super exciting because we're going to college together in the fall, so we KNOW we're gonna get 4 more years.  Oh and we're going to Prom together, but that's another story.  So yeah.  But last week he told me that he'd always wanted to talk to me, but didn't because ya know sarcastic pessimism, and death threats.  But the second he found out we stopped being friends, he started talking to me.  So she was apparently stopping me from being happy all around lol.  WHateverr.  I like him and idc.  #yolo #livelifeontheedge #allgoodinthehood

So yeah I (hopefully) will have a boyfriend soon. And I have all new friends.  And my life right now is A1 so imma keep on going the way I am mkay? alllllrrrriggghhhhtttttty then.  This is your FAVE formerly depressed teen living the lifeeeeeeeeeeeee.  k bye

Yes, I DO realize how long it's been

Yeah yeah. I already know I'm the worst.  I know its been forever since I wrote a blog post but whatever.  A lot has happened in a month and a half.  When I stopped writing, it was because I was in Disney World on a family vacation, (which was super fun) then my sister was STILL hogging the laptop, and I was tired of wasting my data by writing blog posts from my room (since I have no wifi there, and don't want anyone to know about this blog.  But I finally got a laptop!!! It's supposed to be for homework and college stuff, but whatever.  I finally have a computer all to myself.  I have also been super duper busy lately because I was apart of the pit orchestra for my school's production of Hairspray.  Our last show was this past Saturday.  I really enjoyed doing the show, it made me feel like I was a part of something more than myself, and like I had a huge hand in pulling off a Broadway musical.  I also made a lot of new friends through the show, which is great especially considering my lack of friends, since my 3 best friends decided to team up against me and ambush me in an IHOP back in early February/late January idk I don't really remember that well.  All I know is that I'm done with the three of them.  I've moved on to bigger and better things, and to be honest, I have no intention of apologizing, or attempting to rekindle the relationships, because if you really want to be friends with someone, you don't team up with 2 of your best friends and go against another "best friend" no matter what you think they've done.  But whatever.  I have new friends now, and I'm happy with where my life is headed now.