wow two posts in one day get wild on a monday. making up for lost time i guess. you know what i've never understood? why people always say mondays are the worst. i really don't mind mondays all that much. i think pretty much all week days aren't equally horrid, and as my piano teacher says, "one seventh of your life is mondays, don't go in hating one seventh of your life before it's even happened." i really like that honestly.
i don't know what i'm doing. with this blog i mean. i have my life figured out mostly and that's pretty good for being seventeen. i'm going to college next year for certain, having already been accepted, and getting an rn to be either a labor and delivery nurse or an er nurse. as a child i never even thought about being a nurse. it was no where near on my radar. i always thought i would be a lawyer or a teacher but never a nurse. as i got older and learned more about myself and medicine i realized that i would be really good at nursing and oh my glob this post sucks oh well we'll all get over it.
i'm still really hoping for the aquarium date. and maybe if i'm really lucky i'll see him tomorrow too. the chances of that are pretty slim to none but i'll still remain hopeful. i have been talking to him more recently than i used to and hopefully it'll stay like that (knock on wood) i've liked the same kid for three years now and idk why i keep saying kid. he's nineteen years old he's not a kid. whatever i like him and i've liked him for a while so i'm just super hopeful that it works itself out eventually. i like his family and they like me and my family likes him do it would just be super good okay??? comment any advice you have for me if you feel like it (but like actually please) wow i feel so vulnerable purting this all out on the internet but whatever it's too late now. it's late i'm going to bed. i'll write again tomorrow. until then.
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