nosebleeds

i'm learning how to do things for myself. i think i'm pretty good at it. it's hard for me to say no to things and people. i enjoy being there for other people. when someone asks me what i can do, i find it hard to answer because i can figure out how to do whatever needs to be done. i'm proficient in most tasks and i am willing to learn how to do more. i'm open to learning and trying new things. i like when i feel like someone else needs me and is depending on me for something. it makes me feel valuable, and needed. i feel like that's not the worst thing to derive your worth from.
it's getting warmer outside which is strange for mid january but whatever. there are only a few days of torture left this week before we get a break. ugh i keep getting nosebleeds because it's been so dry and it's the worst. like i'll be just chilling in class ya know half paying attention (which is better than i can say for most of the class) and then all of the sudden bam i'm bleeding. it's just the worst ya know like it's more of an inconvenience than anything else but still. it's almost midnight and i have school tomorrow talk to y'all tomorrow. sorry for another short post but i was super super busy today like i just got home at 10 for the first time since 7:30 this morning that was more than popping home to get changed. whatever i'm a busy kid bye.